everytime in fact
sometimes i got the feeling of i wish i got extra class in holiday and not coming back
haiz... problems keep popping out anywhere anytime
i think the main problem is my parents
well, sad to say, especially my mum
my dad has a bad temper
so i spoke "carefully" to him
he did mad on me but not so often
but my mum.....
haiz....
i couldn't understand what happen to her
she is not the mum that i know in my memory anymore
she seems complain a lot
terribly horrorly much
like non-stop
about my dad, his behaviour, his affair
about my small aunt, suffering from OCD and depression
about anything in this family
to EVERYONE
at ANYTIME
sometimes i feel so sick of her annoying sound
she got a bad habit of thinking that she is always right
she used to complain my dad got this problem in fact she also had it as well
not enough with our own home stuff she start to busybody with others' family problem
in fact she is nothing different to be "ke po" as my dad
nothing less "find own problems" as my 3rd aunt
what happen to my mum??
i dunno
is she too lonely?? may be..
well, i just feel
tired tired tired
hey bro, think of these questions,
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2. how many times you back to your BP home each of the semesters?
3. how much of the time you spent to this family?
4. when was the last time, you had a great gathering or chatting with your mum?
5. who would be the one who accompanies your mum when she is alone?
She contributed her entire life in this family, HOW much you have contributed?
She did her job as a mother, DID you?
No, definitely NO. No offend, but you do really need to think about it.
She is a mother, a human being also, she needs love and companions...
But, as you said, VERY SAD TO SAY: She got nothing from you as her beloved son.
Warmest regards,
Goli Ong
ya la ya la.. i know i know.. i just sometimes need to complain a bit nia.. anyway, thanks for advice bro, i appreciate that.. ^^
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