I'm back

Whoa.. it's been a very long time i'm not here already.. since i was busy with my study week, my 2nd sem final exam.. and now i'm busy with my packed 3rd sem.. For statistics, every lecture is going like rocket, u just missed a glance what the lecturer was doing and the next second u would be totally lost.. another one teknik pemisahan kimia the lecturer is going even slower than a tortoise.. haiz.. 2 totally different thing going on both extreme speed..
And the most important thing is, i'm slowly recovering.. my lab demo once said: Love is just like a rose, it's beautiful and yet full of thorns.. people are aware but still can't help to fall into the rose bushes and get themselves hurt all the time.. so i guess i'm one of them..
Most of u don't know, coz i didn't really mention about it.. i was in love, 8 months, we had been as low profile as possible.. but now is all over.. a fellow came in, tall and handsome(i guess), working pro as an accountant, "economically-reliable", and the most important is, he is closer to hold her in his arms while i can't even reach her fingers..they know each other 3 weeks ago before we break up..
At first i thought it was a joke, then only i realized it wasn't.. my lover is leaving me without mentioning the reasons why.. distance?? Money?? 3rd party?? i don't know and i'm lazy enough to guess.. peacefully and quietly, our 8-months-old relationship came to an end.. no fight, no quarrel, no blaming each other, that's not my style.. i shake my tears, and i was helpless at that time.. the irony is, i even start planning what to do for her coming birthday..
But now, after almost 1 month, the wound in my heart is not bleeding anymore, thought the scar remain.. it's hard to get through it but life still has to go on.. my friend once told me when he break with his girl, the reason is the boy's love is too stressful, the pressure is too high above the girl's threshold.. i guess, i also have to learn how to love myself a bit more, without giving too much pressure on others..
So, i stood up after the recovery period, and i move on.. it was sad and hard to let go someone i love, but still i gained a lesson.. bloody but worth enough.. there is always Mr/Mrs.Wrong before we meet the Mr/Mrs.Right.. right?? so now, kiss goodbye to my love..
Thanks for anyone's care, i'm fine now.. (^^,)