I think thus i'm here

I think thus i'm here, a direct translate from a chinese saying: 我思故我在. Meaning that people are alive when they are thinking about something in their minds.. Last night i laid on my bed, turning around, from upstair to downstair then up again.. trying my best to get into sleep..
Dunno, just got the feeling that there are something missing in my life now, lack kinda feeling of contented.. i can't explained why, dunno, with no reasons i guess..Then i seek help from friends in 5 lakes 4 oceans..
Chai Hwa said i had been keeping to myself for too long, ask me to get someone to chit chat.. Dennis said i lack of kinda direction in my life, i guess may be my direction is heading to death.. Kah Chun said he is also the same but he got a bouquet of solutions to it.. Ginny ask me go out more often with friends, Kok How ask me watch more drama..
Well, thanks everyone for advice.. i shall try out one by one and see how it works.. Just hoping that i won't stay in this condition for too long, hope can get some kind of inspiration.. i know something serious is going to happen soon, and i better keep my strength and energy for that later..